Huge rant, life right now
So I spent the last week studying and studying and studying for my chemistry test. On the program we were given it said that the test would be on the A groups of the periodic table, so of course I sat my down and spent hours after hours studying about every element in those groups, their names, their properties and every chemical equation and every experiment we had done in the laboratory. I knew six groups of elements by heart and I could recite every experiment without taking a breath.
Now the others in my groups, (not all of them but those that I am pissed at), spent the last week partying, getting drunk and not giving a about anything.
So how is it possible that a couple of them wake up today and just before coming for the test choose one element at random to study and they are asked about that element, while when it's my turn I am asked about complex compounds, which wasn't even supposed to be on the test.
How come I spent a whole week studying and memorizing half a freaking book just so I could fail the test while they were lucky enough to get the only thing they had looked at?
And how is it even fair to judge students based on one question out of 10 or more possible? They could have known all the other nine but were unlucky enough to get the one they didn't know, but does that matter? No, because for the professor not knowing that one question means that they haven't studied at all.
How is that fair?
P.S. Sorry, I'm just really pissed at everyone right now, myself, my classmates, my professors, my luck, everything. I will probably erase this when I calm down.
P.S.2 So after crying my eyes out because of this I decided that I want to visit my family for a couple of days to forget about everything and just be with them. But as my ing luck has it I can't make my plan work out because my program is so ing stupid that my group is the one with all the last ing classes. If I wanted to leave on Friday I should have started replenishing classes since Monday!! ing Monday! Which means I can't even see my parents even if I really want to.
Life is such a sometimes. 2013 really .
P.S.3 No I didn't spellcheck this, I'm too pissed off to do it.
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