trying to finish up my two shot, so i could finally move on. it just needed a few more edits and read throughs. writing is the hardest for me and i hate proofreading. then jeremy scott posts cl in his wack outfits, but there she is cupping her s. and i just about died. and i've been distracted and recovering ever since.

i think this is my most valid excuse ever. ignore all the illnesses and 12 hours work days. 

a couple of subscribers ago, i finally hit 500 unique subscribers. that's intimidating for me and also like why? lol but thank you very much. i'll try harder as long as it doesn't get in the way of my personal life. i had been working a lot for awhile which was helpful for my kmf fund. anybody going? 

i'd like to be back on my grind soon. i don't like letting people down or disappointing anyone.

i'm not letting myself watching running man until i update your reputation precedes you. i haven't watch running man since lee joon and l were on. it's supposed to be my motivation.