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tell me jung so mi, do you fear confinement?
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✖ confidential.
` playlist: sacramental confession - byg
name: jung so mi
birthdate: 03/25/94 » 18
ethnicity: korean
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✖ the breakdown
traits: genius tactician ; a good liar ; timid ; cold
personality: so mi, for a 'crazy' kid, is actually quite a chill person. she doesn't expect much and is actually more of a pessimist than an optimist. she's fine with things are and she doesn't really enjoy changing things or doing crazy stuff. so mi is also not one to freak out and for most of the time, she's quite practical. she rationalizes things out and analyzes every detail she can. close friends or family would know about this, that's why they still can't simply call so mi 'crazy' cause everyone knows, you lose your sense of reason and rationality once you've gone insane. but so mi has even more grip on her sense of reason than an average person.
if there is one thing so mi's friends will warn you about before meeting her, it's her impossibly blunt and cold replies. so mi isn't one to talk much but when she doesn, it usually comes out as mean or cold. so mi says it's been there ever since she was a kid. it was like having a naturally scary face or a naturally pouty face. but so mi does confess she isn't bothered much by this habit. actually, she even uses it to the fullest! it helps her seem a lot more scarier and because of that, people tend to try not getting in a fight with her. cause quite honestly, clip comments and icy tones do make a terrifying verbal weapon.
so mi is a mastermind. and not only in standard academics but also in creating tactics. so mi's mind is always on hyper drive whenever she starts analyzing something. she sees the moment in all possible perspectives and plans everything out. she's also a really good liar. she speaks as if she knows what she's talking about and she keeps things short. and as mentioned before, she does put her naturally cold tone to good use. ever since so mi was a kid, she was an expert in deceiving her aunts/baby sitters/care takers and even her own mother. inside that cold and unwavering exterior is the 'devil spawn' (as one of her friends had described it) aka so mi's childish and mishevious side. damn girl is freakey.
they say geniuses are mad people. so mi can't argue with that. it's basically quite true. it's because these geniuses tend to think too much and discover too much. but most of all, geniuses find beauty and uniqueness in everything, no matter what it may be. as long as it catches their attention, it's considered beautiful. to these people, death, the supernatural, darkness, the unknow; they're all beautiful. but so mi thinks these things are torture.
background: isolation. to be quite honest, so mi doesn't mind that. she was an only child and they lived in a quiet part of the neighborhood. she was used to being so bored out of her mind that she notices a little too much. but being trapped. closed off inside dark, cold walls, behind steely bars. she hates that. she fears the feeling of being caged and never having a chance to venture out. as a child, she hated being trapped in her room. she hated being somewhere with no escape. this is why young so mi, from her infant days till now, always keeps her doors and windows open. when she was at school, she sits nearest to the window and opens it up even just a bit just to feel comforted that she can run free anytime she feels trapped.
it's been a given that even as a child, due to extreme boredom, so mi had resulted to be quite mentally advanced. she sees things in all points of view and she is able to seek and find. but soon, she realized, she's finding quite too much. it started with the too quiet surroundings and the barely audible footsteps walking through the house's halls that so mi started investigating. she started straining her hearing, and peeking around, looking for the cause of the sounds. but so mi found none but she started hearing it louder, the sounds of chains accompanying the symphony of thundering footsteps. fear starts to creep in but she continues with her search until she walks straight down a hallway and feels the cold air pass through her body that she bolts to her room and tries to recollect herself.
and that's where it started.
ever since then, she started hearing more and even feeling more, sometimes seeing even. at first, she was disturbed and scared but she's grown accustomed to it and had even tried analyzing it more, only to run back to her unsafe room, pretrubed and shaking from her encounters. she stayed quiet about all these things at first, but when it all got too much, she tried telling people. she made a mistake of telling it to the neighbor aunties. they simply laughed at her and called her delusional or crazy. so she gave up telling people because the one she though would understand, her first best friend, threatened to send her to the mental facilities if she kept saying all that stuff.
lately, some things changed, although there were still the footsteps, flickering lights, moving things and cold breezes, there would now be sudden silence and the sound of crying and mumbled words, even scratches on her room walls. sometimes, even on her door.
and she heard it again, that irrate scratching against sudden silence when she set foot on the bus. but it stopped eerily when she had sat down. but she heard a scream, shrill and high right before the bus started moving. and although she felt something going wrong, she ignored it. oh was she so stupid to push away the thought of how queer it was that the ghosts seemed to try to lock her in the house before she went off. and oh how wrong she was to ignore her special senses.
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likes: math, chess, ice cream
dislikes: sea gulls, eerie silences, the color orange
fears: closed spaces, going insane, the persistent scratching on her walls, cockcroaches
trivia:
-"dragons are very much possibly existing somewhere out there" --so mi
-so mi suffers from asthma every now and then
-she's actually quite fond of her family
-"i'm going to marry draco malfoy someday" --so mi
-enjoys travelling
-can swear like a sailor
-very loyal
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✖ universal
name: kim jongin
occupation: student and teaches dance to kids at a local dance studio
persona: the sweet but mysterious new kid that can also sense the supernatural
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backup: zhang yixing
occupaton: student and photo journalist for campus paper
persona: quiet observer person
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✖ serendipity
relationship: one thing about so mi is that she doesn't talk to people she's unfamiliar with. so when jongin introduces himself to her randomly, she ignores him and walks away completely. so mi has her reasons, albeit seemingly sweet and nice, she knows jongin holds more secrets underneath and although she'd like to investigate, something tells her, she shouldn't.
type: jongin would be mischevious but quirky. he'd keep his girlfriend on her toes and would be rather adventurous and rebellious. he wouldn't be one to follow every single rule his girlfriend had laid out cause rules were meant to be broken.
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friends: kim himchan || b.a.p || sassy but understanding best friend || it's like a mother daughter relationshippppp idk
choi minho || shinee || quiet and calm friend || so mi's shrink lol
misc: idk n/a (?)
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✖ last chapter
comments: omg i am so scared out of my skin from writing this cause idk my room always makes it feel like it's night time and omfg why are my furniture so dark and OMG DOOR JUST KEEPS OPENING BY ITSELF HELP HASFBCASGDKAS hi tho :) also as you can see judging by my writing, i have the attention span of a freaking goldfish. sorry bout that.
scene req: i have none. go crazy author-nim~
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