I think that I'm over him...
June 2007
6 years Ago.....when I was 7
I meet this guy, He is handsome,he have a white skin, he is very nice to me, he is good at drawing, and etc. For short He is the guy that every girls at school's Crush.
So let's get to the point,
I had a crush on him. yet he was my First love.
We are close to each other. but he's blind, not literally, but he just don't see that I liked him. So I just pretend that He is just a friend to me, none of my friends knew that he was my crush, because all of them has a crush on him. and I also don't want to ruin that friendship.
He became my classmate for 5 years.We also became close...
All those years I haven't got the courage to Confess, my classmates already confess to him.
Years passed, every thing went well.
My bestfriend, We had a bet, that if you lose you kiss him in the lips...
I won, my other classmates/ best friends Lost.
so they got to kissed him.
I don't know If I would be jealous or be happy for her, because she Also had a crush on him.
The time came that they have to do the Kiss.
and they did! Infront of me.
T_____T
When I saw him kissed my other bestfriend, I can see to him that he likes her, SO starting that day I lost my hope, and I never did confess to him, and he doesn't have a clue that I like him.
A year Passed
~First day of 6th grade
It's been an hour, I was waiting for him to come but, he didn't.
I just heard my classmates talking about him, said he transferred school.
Months passed and I feel liked I don't feel anything for him, but I told my best friend that I once had a crush on him, But still no one knows he was my first love..
Present time~ Today March 15, 2013
I saw him today, and I talked to him. and I realized that my heart wasn't beating crazily like before....
That's because I'm over him...
I can still find the Guy that I'm destined wth
but for now, It's Sehun that I'm going to love even though were far with each other
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