I never ever, ever thought that I would be experiencing this. Did I make the wrong choice or am I too naive to realise the truth? You never really know what other people hurt about without personally going through it yourself... 

So I thought that if I acted like nothing was wrong everything would be ok... but it's not! I don't want to make eye contact with you, why? Because if I do, I'm afraid you'll think that I'm glaring at you. I know that I shouldn't give a crap but I can't help it... being so close like sisters for three years, to me is a long time. You may overlook it because you've found people 'cooler' to hang around with and I know that asking if the friendship we had was a lie would be pointless.

Sometimes I see you give me daggers, sometimes we walk past each other trying to avoid crossing paths. Sometimes I smile and say 'hi' only to be given no response besides your cold shoulder. Sometimes I think back on the times we've shared together and ask myself...what happened? 

That is all. Rant over. I think I feel a little better now. ^.^