Insecure. My friend told me this afternoon that I am lack of selfesteem. Sad right? but true. Me, myself know it too. I don't know how to change it, except to improve 'Me'. So iI decided to make a move for myself. Like what? change the way you dress? the way you walk? the way you act? But doesn't that means I need to change the way I am? Does it means I'm not myself anymore? This is what I need to know. But then I think, i will still be myself, it's just me who grow up, me who learn to be the new me, to do my best. So it solved.

Next, I found something grab my attention. His post in socmed. Turn out that he still love his ex. He, freely, chatted with his friends. And what about me? why can't I talk freely with him? Why can't I just say hi? We used to be friend, very close friend, you are my friend but [un]fortunatelly turn to be the man i love[d]. Why is that happen? It's because of my lack of selfesteem. Again. Problem wasn't solved. And here I am, wasting my time while I still have many works to do.