Today, i hate today....

This night, Music Bank will be held in Jakarta, Indonesia. My country, my city, near my house but i can't attend.

My dad didn't give me his permission. I just want to see them, i don't really care with the concert.

There will be SHINee, Beast, Infinite, Teen Top, Sistar, Eru, 2PM and Super Junior.

I already met SHINee and Super Junior in SM Town World Tour in Jakarta. I love SHINee and i really want to see them again esp Minho since he didn't attend SM Town at that time. /cries/ HE IS MY BIAS /cries harder/. For Super Junior, my bias is Heechul and since he's doing his military service so i don't really care.

I'm a BIG fans of GIKWANG!! And luckily i also already saw him in Beautiful Show in Jakarta. BUT at that time, i hate his curly hair and now HE HAS FREAKING HANDSOME HAIR /sobs/

And i'm a new inspirit. I'm a BIG supporter for Myungyeol and Woogyu. DAMMIT! I've never seen them  before. This time is also the first time they came here T^T

I'm not a fans of Teen Top, Sistar, 2PM, or Eru. Sometimes i listen their songs but not a fans u,u

I REALLY HATE MY SITUATION! T^T

Well, at least i take the same air with them *exhale-inhale as much as i can*

I hope someday i can see them >,<

Btw, my mom was crying when she saw my lifeless expression. She felt guilty that i couldn't attend mubank coz she really knows how i love my oppars. Then, she gave me a pack of chocolate to cheer me up.

Don't blame yourself mom :') it was dad's fault >,< *i didin't talk to him since last night*

Ah, almost forget!! Also tonight my bebeb Kim Hyung Jun also held a concert in Seoul T^T but i already saw him in Fantastic Kpop Jakarta huhu i miss him >,<