USA? yes or.... no?
Night.. *sigh*
it had been a very very long day for me, started with a bunch of mathematic problems and equations to be solved, continued with sociology -exercise, just exactly what i don't wish for-, Biology -a group discussion, thank god no more exercises-, Indonesian -speech. ugh-, English -TOEFL, at least something i wanted to do- and wrapped up with an advance math class -which consisted of super confusing things- for my math olympiad. which is tomorrow.
My long awaited weekend.. *sob* i just had to let it go. My math olympiad is tomorrow, also another competition on Sunday (Win1, something like Golden Bell..).
But that's not my point, sorry.. haha just a little rambling. XD
so, there's a scholarship program to USA for... 11 months. Free. (ELEVEN. A YEAR.) and i'm in the middle of filling my registration form (Which is a really detailed stuff, i must say.) and i started to doubt this decision..
Should i register? Because once i'm in, it'll be harder for me to let go of this opportunity. (hell yeah.)
The registration shall be submitted on Mar, 22nd 2013. i still have like.. 14 days to decide.
After i bought my registration PIN, i just found out that it will be a full year program (thought it will only take about.. 3 months or so) in USA and my natural fam CAN'T visit me and vice versa..
I have my doubts ;_;
What about my school? does anyone know about this? about the student exchange thingies...
and my mom seems... idk, she doesn't look very happy with the prospect of me living alone in USA without her for a fckin year... she's just too protectve over her only child *crycry*
And how's life in USA? so far from what i know from my american friends, it's not really different.. but you know, the culture here in Indonesia and there in USA might be reaallly different. *a side note, i'm a home-stayer (?). i don't travel often and i'm soo fckin bad at finding locations and reading maps.
AAAAARGGHH ottokhaeyoo? TT_TT i want this so freakkin' mucch!!!!!!! i want to be exchanged *uhh.. sounds awkward to me, lol*
byes.. got to sleep early, got to wake up early tomorrow T_T
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