'ugly life

My mom is tired and she shouts at me.

My uncle accuses me and yells.

My grandma is treated like a queen.

And me, I get yelled at and trashed around. They don't care about me at all! They don't even know that I have exams in on Monday, on March the 11th and other 2 on March the 14th. They don't care about things like this! And I'm sick and tired of being around without being appreaciated at all. I sincerely want to leave this place as soon as possible.

I know that mom's tired, but I'm tired too! I read five books last night for my exam, wrote 14 pages and got to sleep around 6 in the morning. Of course my grandma told her this and of course she picked on me for going to sleep late and for waking up at 11 am. But did she asked me what I did all night long? Noooo. Why would she?!

Yeah, that's my life... and now my uncle yelled at me, asking why I didn't dust off grandma's room. I mean, for real?! My rom is a mess because there are books everywhere, I don't even remember when I cleaned last time my room (THAT busy I am!) and he asks why I didn't clean HER room?! off! Really now!

I'm so angry and so hurt and so....

*sigh*

Yeah, this is my life, where no one gives one single about me and my troubles...

I'm tired.

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E_magine
#1
I know how it feels when life's like that. You have people on here who are supporting and praying for you and God will give u the strength to go through the hardship. *Hug*
MoonSungRa
#2
Don't be so sad! ^^
It's the same with me... Yesterday, my sister yelled at me because I didn't clean her room! ㅜ_ㅜ I hope that you will leave soon...! ^^ Fighting ~
painful--doubleyou
#3
Aw baby! I wish I could go to you, pick you up, and take you with me<3 -huuuuugs- I'm bad at comforting people and giving advice so I won't try to do that. But I love you, darling<3 You are so important and so special to me!
YuxieWuxie
#4
I can only say that I hope it will all get better... if not, you said you'd like to go to study in Korea, right? ^^ I hope you'll manage to do that! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and pray for the best, neh? ^^ <3 Cheer up Kitty, Kitty! I'll be here for you, I PROMISE! <3
Asphyxy
#5
The depressing life of a schoolgirl.
:S
danlyy
#6
*sigh* life doesn't it? I just wish the adults would just take a moment to understand the difficulty of our lives. I mean, i feel like they seldom think about how tough it is on us as well. They are tired. But by screaming at you out of their own frustration doesn't makes things any better. Talk to them. Communication is key. explain that you've got your own problems and priorities too, it isn't always about them. Unnie, hwaiting!^^
p.s. good luck for your exams! You can do it!
b-itnaneun
#7
It's gonna pass, unnie. After high school, all your troubles will be away. You wanted to go to Dongguk, right? The distance should do something good. And start proving yourself to them. Bring home awesome grades so they'll realize yelling at you was and is truly wrong. Fighting, unnie! Keep fighting.
DarkShadow
#8
Sounds soooo familiar to mines unnie
I know how u feel except in ur uncles place is both my aunt n uncle
And I have both my grandparents
And my mum she's was never there n my big sis n siblings used to shout at me
...
Trust me I know..