Now that i realize i can't be with you, i'm afraid to lose you. After so much good memories you gave to me, it's hard to forget about you. But i'll try. 

Just be your friend, maybe i can make it eventhough it will sacrifie my feeling, i'm up to it. Its better than we don't have any connection right?

I'll cherish every moment that happen recently between us, i will. 

I can't lie to myself that i'm sad right now, totally sad,  to be honest every night my tears keep falling when i remember our moment, when i see you but i can't approach you, when i want to talk to you but you ignore me, when i really need your support but you just neglect me.

How long this feeling will lingering in my heart, i can't take this anymore. I felt for you so hard, high over heels. Now it's hard to forget and it'll take long time to remove you from my heart. It's really suffocated me.