well hello there who's reading this post now hurmm i wanted to tell you about my new crush...or shall I say excrush ??? kekeke xD 

i've known him for over a year but only this year that we chat together *sigh* i dont even know why I hv a crush on him ;( 

hurmm but i'm so disappointed duhh . seriously . i feel like, it's such a waste to be crushing on him when he doesnt even look at you >.> 

LOOK WHAT HAPPENED LAST YEAR.

my excrush 'left' me without notice then in a blink of eyes he liked someone else. like...SERIOUSLY?! okay stop talking abt the past . 

he stay in hostel and will be back on this Friday, he said he'll text me ._.

can you believe that i've deleted his messages and phone number?! (altho' it's only been 2 weeks i saved it LOL) 

i was about to forget him, okay everythin' bout him when he suddenly appeared on Twitter last Saturday and I was like....WHYYY WHEN I WANT TO FORGET YOUUUUUUUUU?

I shall tell this to Syaz unnie when she's back from hostel :'3 

I hate this feeling :'( my friend told him that I like him (oh dear it's embarassing) then my fren told me he doesnt believe her and he said, "we're just friends" <- him and me. and i replied to my fren, "Thank god, I dont want him to believe it!" but who knows in my heart?!

I was kinda...disappointed. *sigh*

tbh, him, is an excrush of my bestie (now my bestie hates him LOL XD) and...idk how to say it but... i really want to run away and never talk to him again . 

i may regret it later but it's better that way than me, keep talking to him but end up disappointed right?! 

okay what am i talking ??? ._.

dearrrrrrrrrrrrr, i have exam two weeks from nowwwwwwwwww what the-- why school wants to add on things we studied in form1 and form2 ?! Dear, dont you know imma lazybum? :'( hurmm i dont think i'll be at the top anymore /i dont care, as long as my result is stable XD 

okay gtg . needa finish my pile of hws ~.~ darn it . ughhh . 

gudniteeeezzzzz  ~