have you ever felt like you didnt belong? i ask myself that same question everyday. i tell myself that life is not really a pain. i learned that the guy i want to be with hates me and wants nothing to do with me. i feel like i was never good enough for him.

sometimes i wonder what life is really about. then i tell myself that as long as i have amazing friends and a great circle of support that i can always lean on them for anything.