So, next week I start home teaching, where someone comes to my house twice a week and they teach me. And my Chemistry stuff is online and I'm not worried about the actual learning aspect. It's just, for the past, almost three weeks, I've just been home. I've gone to bed late, slept late, I haven't really had a full meal since the last time I went to school. And next week I'm going to have to get up at a normal hour and talk to people other than my mom and do things. I'm going to have to start living like an actual person again and I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know if I can handle it because honestly life is so much easier when you don't have to face people. I feel like the hardest part of school, and the reason I ultimately stopped going, was because I had to interact with others and I had to be around other people, face to face. And now I'm being thrown back into all of that and I just don't know if I'm ready. I don't know if I'll ever be ready. I'm genuinely scared.