Warning : This is going to be quite long

Even if how hard I tried to not give a ,

But I can never ignore you.

It's hurt alot when you act like a total stranger around me.

Yeah, you might not notice it coz I never have guts to tell you about how hurt I felt.

Why, you ask?

Because you know I don't like telling people my real feelings.

I always smile even my heart hurts like hell.

I won't cry infront of people,

I always act like I don't care even if I do.

I'm not dumb, I knew if our friends are actually fighting or something but I always act like nothing happens, and silently planning to make them friends back. And while others kept asking me why we aren't close like before, I always smiled back and replied that nothing happens- which deep inside I hope its true- I hate it when you change just because you meet someone new.

I just hope you know how i felt,

and that I really,really,really missed the old you...

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So, i'm having a liiiiiittle problem. But,yeah~ its normal but I'm really,really afraid if she doesn't think of me as her best friend anymore *sigh* (and I think I'm kinda like emo lately ._. Yicks! .-.)

Aaaanyway...I missed you guys so much. I felt like I haven't chat with you guys like..forever? Lol xD School just started like a month ago so i've been like a total :p and i'm thinking when would i actually use cube roots and algebraic in life -,- I wish i have 6 month vacation, twice a year :p rofl xD I'm a Lay Z bum ;D get it? Lay Z= Lazy ;p Get it ? No? Okay ._.

And....... B.A.P 1ST ANNIVERSARY !!!! Woohooo~ IMMA PROUD BABY, WHO'S THE PROUD BABY? IMMA PROUD BABY SO SCREAM EVERYBODY ~

*cricket sounds*

/Cough/ awkward /cough/

My AFF friends that I miss soooo much :


Chanminwoo_18

Junssi

BTOB_Lover

jessie14

kellen_1825

AienaFieka97

chammyunnie143

Little_angel

HannaJoo_

BuBblEp0p1

And those whom i didnt mention their name, I miss you too :D
I hope we can chat like usual ~^^~