DEAR DONGWOO

You are ugly. I hate your face. I hate your wide jaws and nose. They make you look like a dragon. I hate your arms, they are too muscular for my taste. I hate your mouth. Your teeth always peek out as if they want to bite me into chunks. Your gums scare me. You look like a random hobo or a construction worker I would see on a regular day. You look like the result of Kim Jonghyun and Lee Changmin's unprotected . You remind me of Kim Jonghyun so much, it's scary. You make an ugly girl (which kind of makes me feel good inside because now, I know that not all male kpop idols look prettier than me as a girl). Your proximity to Hoya makes me giddy and jealous at the same time. I don't know if I want to slam your face to the wall because it's ugly or that's just me being and . I hate the fact that I want to call you oppa but I am three weeks older than you. I hate you for messing up with my bias list. You weren't even invited. I hate the fact that I got to see all members of Infinite up close except for you and Hoya. I hate you for making me want to write your fanfic instead of doing acads. I hate you for taking the lead role in Gilmaved when Hoya was supposed to be the lead role. I hate how I'm actually writing a fic now because of you. My writing ity should bellong to ChangKyu but you stole it. I consider it . I hate how I spazzed over you more than Hoya in your Special Girl MV. I hate how I find you cute when I know you are ugly. It defies logic. I hate how you fill me up with all these feels with no aparent reason.

Dear Dongwoo, I love you.