Guys is this what we call a mental breakdown? If it is then that's what's exactly happening to me. SO MANY THINGS HAPPENING ㅠ____ㅠ That's my face now. I'm tired, I haven't slept much and now my, sorry for the bad words >_<, ing art teacher just shoots me with a gun! Ok I'll start from last week. Saturday was a happy day I went to my friend's house and we dyed our hair idk if I alrdy said that but anyways Sunday THAT GODDAMN ING SUNDAY I JUST HAD TO RESTART CHINESE SCHOOL! I hate it. Two hours of my life wasted. I do absolutely NOTHING. Really. Nothing. I get so bored that I need to chew gum, read a book from my school or do my hws or play on my IPod =___= and worse today I was having a mental breakdown. I could seriously just crawl my way to class (of course I didn' do such a thing) Why? Art. We had to bring our "costume" for our project and truth is I brought it. BUT I left it in the car. NO not because I forgot them it's because I forgot  my accessories!!! I was so nervous because my art teacher is...scary. She scares the out of me. I'm always so scared of her. Since I'm a shy person towards ppl I'm no close to it makes it worse. So I told her, that didn't even ing let me finish my sentence, she asks for my mine, and screams like if I'm deaf :" -10%!!!!" And I go like wut?!?! I mean COMMON!!! 10%?! Is she crazy?! Even tho art isn't that important I like art. But taking out 10% of my final mark when I'm probably the one that worked the hardest in our class is just so...:( I hate her. I hate her so much right now. The reason why I'm saying that I'm probably the one that worked the hardest was because the others we're simple themes like soccer, yu-gi-oh, basketball, origami, skittles, popcorn...I mean you just buy them and cut them and stick them. My passion is baking I love baking so I went with that. But it was a lot more complicated then I thought. Atfirst, my first theme was graffiti since I found them really unique and pretty but that teacher said no! So I went with cupcakes. I wrecked my brain to buy the materials, how to do them, when, I had to planify so many stuff. First doing the cupcakes I had to makr sure they weren't too heavy so the base I cut tissues and papers the top was like "frosting" it was Model Magic which is actually like play dough but that dries in around 36-72 hrs. So I had to planify when to make them. Then I had to measure and buy mini cupcakr liners and all those stuff...I'll just skip it since it's boring xD tomorrow I have a math exam and harkness table. I have to read a book (English book Perfect Gentle Knight) from chapters 18 to 20 and another one (french Tristan et Iseult) from chapters 9 to 15. And even tho I can dpeak both, I take soo much time to read a french book. Almost every chapter I take around 30 mins or 1 hour. But english it depends. Usually it's not the language but the book. I could read a french book as fast as a english one but if the french one is boring I will definitely take more time like this english book that I'm reading not part of school I'm alrdy at chapter 28 or something its around page 279...idk xD but the good is really good so I don't take much time just that I don't read it often -3- well anyways umm..idk what to say else but I'm continuing my new fan fic :O Everything is going smoothly so I'm trying to just relax and forget all my stress...well I'll be toing to sleep now since I need some rest xD

Btw from now on I'll be blogging only on my IPod since most of my blogs will be at night since Ican't during school and so, I might makr mistakes :D xD Byeee~ Goodnight >~<