Yes, this is another rant of mine so if you are not interested or gonna judge me, I suggest that you leave. I'm not in a good mood so I think it's wiser for you not to say anything unwise. This rant is only for that one person to see and also for those who really care about me.

To that person:

You are so cruel. You always make me fall in love with you so much and then you will suddenly disappear. One moment you are hot and the next moment, you are cold. Please stop playing with my heart. Am I just another of your play toys? Is that what I am to you? I love you so much and you say you love me too but I don't see it from you. You say you are busy, I understand. But are you THAT busy to not talk to me for a week? Is that how a boyfriend treats his girlfriend?

You are always like this and I can't help to think that you don't love me and you are sick of me. I want to talk to you but you are never free. You don't reply my messages at all. I'm so tired of this. I feel like an idiot. Who do you think you are to play with my heart? They say true love never dies but I guess your love for me isn't true. I may be thinking too much. But I never know what's on your mind because you are never free for me.

I love you so so much but I guess that this might be the end for us. I don't know what to do. If you see this, and I think you will, please talk to me. We really need to talk or I think I'll really go crazy.

You are my all, my everything. But I guess I'm gonna lose everything I have.