I'll stop writing ... for a while

I am the type of writer who's always on hiatus - I can't manage my time properly. I'm always busy with school and stuff, so I cannot update often.

However, despite my "always hiatus" status, my mind is always at work: I daydream a lot, I think of endless story plots waiting to be written down.

But somehow, I've realized that I can't write, and I can't daydream. at least not anymore.

I remember, back then, I can make a story out of nearly everything I see. At one time, I even had an inspiration from a perfume. At another time, a history class inspired me to write.

But something happened. Insecurity befriended me. I've lost all my confidence.

 

This is one of the few times I admit this to myself: I am so effin insecure. I'm not contented with what I have. I'm not contented with my grades (I cry a lot over my grades. Shallow me) I am not contented with the 'skills' that I have. I'm not even contented with how I look!

 

anyway, I unknowingly stopped daydreaming. I think only of terrible things.

and now... I can't write anymore. My imagination isn't as wide as it was before.

I've tried! Endless times! But I cannot write anymore.

 

I'll try again. I hope that someday, inspiration would pay me a visit...

But for now, I am OFFICIALLY putting ALL my stories on hiatus..

I'm sorry for disapointing you too much, dear readers. Feel free to unsubscribe! I'll understand. I mean, hey, who wants to wait for so long for a chapter right? :)

But when I do come back, I'll tell you guys about it ... and I hope, I would be given another chance.

 

Sorry... :)

Goodbye writing. For now. :)

-Lei

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little_miss_psycho
#1
Dont worry Chingu, we will all be here by your side (or computer....if that makes sense...) waiting for you and supporting you throughout the hard times
Dont give up, things like this happen all the time, but it just makes us a stronger person; it is all a part of life and growing up :DD

i admit myself, for a while this year, i also became so insecure. i hated myself and got depressed a lot, and i also couldnt function properly. But it all got better in time, things always look up

We will all be here to support you in need and if you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, Unnie is available :DDD (hehe that sounds so weird...lol)
Anyways HWAITING LeiLEE

SARANGHAE <3
madz67
#2
Okay lang yan basta don't give up~!!! :)

AJA~!!!~

<333~! ;D :* :)) :)
kiyomaknae
#3
Unnie, it's okay. :) Maybe you can get inspiration by hearing songs, I always do that when watching something can't inspire me. ^^ Hwaiting!
seokyumaknaes #4
I think your story will be amazing, it's worth to wait :D take your time, FIGHTING ^^
SuperSeoKyuShiDae
#5
don't worry. I won't unsubscribe, I'll wait ;)
Fighting!
ChubbyChibi #6
oh don't be sad ;__;
I'll always be waiting and supporting your fics (:
they're awesome and you just got to believe that :)
hope you make a comeback soon ^^~

unnie hwaiting!