I stopped in my tracks as I saw her walk over. Well, not to me. To her friends. They were always around her. Every time when you hope to make a move, you feel like they're around. I sighed as I looked down at the wooden table. "Yah, why are you always sad?" I hear Ricky call out as he sat closed to me. I smiled, I always hated people around me worrying. I gave him a little shove. "Forget about it." I gave another smile then walked out the room.

After a couple more periods, we were finally let out of school. "Yo! Oppa!" I heard someone shout from a couple yards away. I smiled as I heard it. As I looked up, I gave a little wave, receiving a breath-taking smile from her.  Kang Minah ran toward me and smiled again. Oh god, please stop if you want me to live. I felt my heart beat go extremely faster, I sighed and smiled back. God how I wished I could hug her. "Mhmmm, Let's walk together oppa." she said and started walking the directions of our houses. Oh, Minah. Are you doing this on purpose, Do you want me to go crazy. 

"Are you coming?" she shouted, as I came back to reality and smiled. "Yes!" I ran up to her, and noticed how close we were. I closed my eyes and hoped that I could control myself. I never could when I was around her. As I walked closer to my left, I felt our hands became close. I saw her look away, staring at the ground, a pink shade landing on her upper cheek. I smiled as we walked toward her house, Our hands touching now and then. I really hated this tease, Why couldn't I just hold her hand. Well, it was called courage. aka something I don't have. 

We talked for some while till, we were at her house. I felt as if my heart drop as I hear her say good bye. Crazy wasn't it, how 10 minutes ago, I wanted to stay far from her, now I wanted to hold her. Tell her to never leave me. I smiled as I waved goodbye. When I saw her safely inside her house, I my heels, then went home.

When I opened the door, the aroma of cookies entered my nose. I smiled as Minah came into my mind. I knew these were favorite. With a cup of chocolate milk on the side, and she could be the happiest girl in the world. But my smiled faded as I thought her. Making me loose my appetite, I ran upstairs, and shut the door. 

Yes, in fact. I am a true wimp. The fact that I couldn't say a few words to  Minah made me angry. But, no. Those weren't just "words" These were words that could completely change our relationship. Stronger, or worst. I sighed as I slumped down, before falling asleep.