Im seriously crying like crazy.... How can the world be so cruel towards me today??? First my favorite cat died... I cant use my data plan for internet access... And now i didnt get tickets for GDA... I asked my friend who bought a ticket to GDA to join a contest.. It was a contest to win a ticket & backstage pass to GDA 2 days entries... BUT SHE IS THE ONE WHO WIN!!!!! Im wondering did i juz made my life fill with jealously and hate ... Or im too kind and asked her to join... Is like i juz dig my own grave... It seriously hurt so much... And this is the first time i cry for not getting a free tickets... It seriously hurt...