don't mind me okay. i'm just having one of my sentimental episodes wherein jullien rewatches too much eps of Cheongdamdong Alice, rereads her story comments, stalks her subbies, and rereads old conversations with her friends here & realize how blessed & loved she is and no she isn't crying right now. no. just a tiny bit. 

i don't know why I'm referring to myself as the third person. 

moving on i just want to.... thank you. no really. because i have times when i read at other people's writings & if i compare mine to them, mine isn't trash.. mine is a fossilized earthworm compared to their writing--which is majestic like the beads of buddha (i'm not a buddhist but i like the word buddha & he's nice). & i don't know. i just. i'm just so full of emotions i am literally sobbing.

no, i just finished my cycle for the month, so don't blame that. 

this is nothing but an appreciation post to tell you all: the subbies, my friends here, and even the silent readers out there who happen to befriend me and all. i wouldn't have tried this hard if it wasn't for you. thanks for the support and thank you for being such lovely individuals who have their own set of problems and a few lost marbles and some even had their heads bust open that all they could say is '2san' or something. i feel like i could never thank you enough & I hope that most of my fics will get to be finished (TCCoMBL) is so close to the end & I'm rather excited. jdshefuwieihr

that's all. i love you. you're amazing. really.