You are my number one...

I was so unsure of this, but I had to realise that I'm in love with you. I'm in love with everything you do; the way you act cute or mature, the way you rap with all your soul, the way you treat others with your loving manner. I'm in love with your look too; no matter if you have long or short hair you are breath-taking, your beautiful and big eyes shine for the camera and appears on my screen and those full lips making me tempted.

I was unsure of having you as my number one in my heart because I already had someone else there and you disappeared, but you got me. You are in my mind all the time; when I wake up, when I'm at school, I even dream about you. What have you done to me, Ryu HwaYoung?

Anyway, I can't get why people insist on having a bias for life. I mean hey, if you are not paying attention to him/her as much as you used to and you already have someone else in your mind then admit you have changed and don't just post about him/her to keep other's sure that you are still into that one. Seriously, my freinds do that all the time, like one of my friends never speaks of her "number one bias" DongWoon and always posts about BaekHyun and when I ask her she says: "You know Woonie is my number one, it's just that I'm in love with my Bacon." Then why don't you admit that you changed the people on your ranking instead of bugging me with leaving CL alone? Damn, I'm just honest and won't pretend that at the moment I'm more into ChaeRin than Youngie. CL is the woman of my life, everyone knows that, I would never leave her alone, it's only that my feelings are way more intense towards HwaYoung.