I was crying over my nook & told my ex, he cheered me up because like I said, he knows me better than anyone & he just did it right.

Before I knew it I was smiling goofy at my phone. I'm still sad & frustrated but for the most part, I'm not crying anymore & at least I can write the stories over. The photos will take a minute to get back, but... Whatever.

So he cheered me up.

& then I got down again.

We always do this.

Break up.

Make up.

Shake up.

*jongkey giggles*

Yeah. Like JongKey are cat & mouse with who chases, my ex & I are like that.

I can't tell who's who now or if its mutual but eventually it'll come to an abrupt end & then it'll start over.

*remembers the fight JongKey had at the SM Concert in Japan last year when Taemin tried to push Key to Jjong & Key refused & Jjong got sad but then later Key followed him & then Jjong got happy but then left then key walked away & Jjong watched him jealous as he danced with Hyoyeon then laughed because Key is just too cute to handle*

But you get my point. It's like that.

One minute its all rainbows & butterflies & the next its bloody teddy bears & make up smeared eyes.

It's unhealthy.

Tis the way young love is like.

How I wish we could just be like JongKey & have that serious chemistry to the point where even when we break up, make up & shake up we'll Keep Loving Again till the end of time.

Lol, I'm so corny.

But Love is Pain. Yeah, my love is pain.

& [his] whisper is the Lucifer.

But love Should Go On.

So I'll beg him "Please Don't Go"

& hope his Love [doesn't] change like seasons do.

Because there's Always Love & things will get Better.

Okay let me stop. You catch my drift. Lol...