i am now finally free from da uni/college...hehehehe...n now..its time 2 go job-hunting...but the thing is...WHAT THE HECK DO I WANNA DO AND WORK AS!!! >__<... i prefer not to work in hotels..but...dats is like one of the few places i could go to with my degree...*sigh* event management companies in malaysia r not many..n dey r mostly owned by chinese..not 2 say dat i am racist but those chinese owned companies..whether they r event management, or anything..dey won't take in malays like me..no matter what..dey give reasons like..malays can't speak english fluently but i am one of da real life proof dat a malay can speak n write fluently in english..n trust me..most of the chinese dat r in those companies..dey can't even speak proper english much less the malay language..grrr...malays have limitations when it comes 2 work...which is like..r u trying 2 imply dat u guys r doing some under the table works like..bribing people with money n etc?? well..even malays do dat most of the time..da ones that do own n hv their own companies...n even the malays...dey will only want to take their relatives n family into their companies...*sigh*

the reality is..in malaysia..its not about what you have when u r entering the working world..dat is just a stepping stone..its all about..WHO YOU KNOW..n if they r willing to help u or not..n unlike most malays/people..my dad doesn't do dat 4 da family...he can help others 2 get good jobs n all...but his own kids..he won't help..so i am on my own..though if only he would help me in like suggesting what kind of jobs should i go for n etc... *sigh* seriously...job hunting sux...if i had it my way...i'd rather work like in a bookstore, music store or movie theater as a manager..or somewhere in the managerial/admin/customer services... n go work overseas..like korea, japan, the states, new zealand or..but i heard dat it is hard 4 a foreigner to get a job in korea..unless u r specialized in english or the education...*sigh* i wanted to take tesl n make it as my degree..but..NOOOO...da old man wanted me 2 take tourism which sux big time in malaysia becoz of da many complications of the political world n da many "mouths" 2 feed in order 2 get an event or something going to help in the tourism industry..oh well...wish me luck..