-1st February 2012 Diary Entry-

Okay.. I had a crush on Aaron for like, most of 2011 o.o" and I think I got over him during December or the beginning of this year or end of last year.. So yeah, I was planning to not have a crush for this whole year.. (yeah.. like that would ever happen xD) and it was actually working.. I mean.. I could control my girliness when i tried xDD and on the 1st/2nd day of school I even got sat next to a cute guy called Hank xD and it's actually kinda hard not to have a crush on him since he is physically cute AND his personality is too =.=" AAAANYWAY~ yeah, my girliness was able to be controlled.. BUT THEN... my girliness exploded when Aaron sent me a message a few days ago saying "Hey, long time no chat, how've you been?" or something like that o.o" WHY IS MY GIRLINESS SO EASY TO ACTIVATE?? =__=" so yeah.. anyways, when i got that message i was like 'OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!! FREAKIN OUT MUCH!!' and then i was like 'WAAAAAIIIITTT!!!!!! I thought I don't have a crush on him anymore?! =__=' haiyooo... So then i was still hyped and girly anf excited then I replied something like "OMG? hiiii! I'm fine ^^" (and something about the math test and bla~) and then we chatted and stuff until somryhing o'clock then i had to sleep so i said "see ya tomorrow" and stuff.. BUT THEEEN.. the next day I acted like I didn't notice him (as always.. =.=" because i'm too shy.. >.>) and he didn't say hi to me either so we're even .__. Whatever..

Today I didn't talk to him at all but just said "bye~" during school and waved :3 but I only dared to do that because the person beside him was Alan :I and I tried to make it look like i was waving at both of them xP and they both waved back so YAY~ x3 UGH... i'm not really sure if I have a crush on him but I can't admit that I do cuz if i do then i'll get REALLEH obsessed with him again TT.TT (yeah.. I sound like a psycho o_O)

-How I Started Liking Him-

Well, I actually started thinkin' he was good lookin' when i first moved to this school cuz.. I dunno.. he always puts his hands in his pockets and i always thought he looked "cool" especially with those glasses of his xD. Anyway, sometimes we chat in Facebook but it was always random, like, "Who was the first president of America?!" or something like that but i never realised that he usually started the conversations o///o Then one day he was like "Why don't ever talk in school? .__." (note that at that time i had no feelings for him WHAT SO EVAH~ maybe cuz that time I had a crush in Archie so i just concentrated on him ._.) A few days later, he randomly said hi to me before going to his Economics class (i don't take Economics) and he's like "Hi" and immediately said "Bye" the next second and walked away. I was suprised and found it weird but realised that he wasn't wearing his glasses then I said/shouted(?) "WAIT!!" .__. " You look better with your glasses on .__." (ugh i can't believe i said that =.=) Then he said "Oh, I lost it actually xD" and chuckled... and i just said "oh okay .///." (maybe that's when i started liking him o////o) then we were like "bye.." .. AWKWARDNESS MUCH!!!