I just can't continue this. I stopped at 1:18:02. I just can't bring myself to continue watching the movie. The feelings the movie gave out is too much for me.

What was that?

I'm over-reacting?

I am.

It's my first war movie. The feeling is so real. I can't even move from where I'm sitting right now. I'm scared to make even the slightest sound, it's like a bomb will explode if I did. Moreover, I just read The Untold Story of 1951 (yes you winter, I'm talking about you) and now the image of a man in military uniform keeps on appearing in my mind. Plus, someone just ing screamed next door.

I plan to keep myself busy with AFF while waiting for my parents to come home. I'm all alone now, and it's really scary.

Okay bye.