hello people! well, actually, i think only 2 people will see this... *sniffle*...

but thats alright, because i have this "need" to get more involved and be a part of this wonderful site, asainfanfic, because all i do is read and subscribe to stories and i feel so.. so.... useless.

i thought about writing a fanfiction because this is a FANFICTION SITE, but i slowly and painfully(well emotionally painful) found out that im not a good writer. and after reading so many good fanfic; i felt like crap. im a nothing and my brain is stupid and gives me really good ideas but has no way to explain them to me.

it really, to have the OMG-I-GOT-THIS feeling only to open a word document and find your train of thought has crashed into a huge brick wall that came out of no where.

so after that horrible discovery, that was pretty predictable, i became a BETA  for my friend, but she (not gonna say names *but vylovestrains*) forgets to send it to me to fix her errors. so yeah.... i think its safe to say that its not working out so well. *sigh*

so... i guess..  bloging or is it blogging whatever, you get the idea.

i think i could do that, you know with the least amount of FAIL. 

i'll blog after everything and anything, you know, to be less useless.  if i read a good fan fic; ill blog about it. meet an awesome author; blog it. something happens in the kpop fandom: blog it! new favorite k drama; blog it! ate a banana; blog it!! wait no, not that...

i promise as a fellow fangirl to never bash about any person, being, thing, race, ethnicity, fandom, company, group or anything at all. with exception of my own imperfections *theres alot* and i promise not to post any imag--wait, why the hell would i do that?? man, what kind of freak does that? ahhhhh!!, no, just no...

~쓸모*

*translates to "useless", pronounced: "suelmoh"