i've been really sad lately.

and since I don't want people I know in real life to see this, i'm posting this on here.

I currently like a guy, and me and him have been texting everyday. At first I had no feelings whatsoever. I was actually confused on why he would talk to me out of no where. It has been 5 motnhs since.  He would joke around and I would too. He'd send me hearts and...his friends told me not to take it seriously, but when I feel this way, I don't know what to think. He said we should hang out sometime since him and I haven't hung out in a while. And I said yeah. He and I can drive so we could visit each other, but none of us take the chance. I don't know what to think. I'm starting to doubt myself because I'm just this nerdy asian girl who tries to breakdance and makes ugly faces. I know it sounds like I'm putting myself down way too much, and I notice that. But i'm sad. People can be sad too right? It's our choice to be sad.

That's all I have to say about my guy issue. No one will probably read it, so I'll just contemplate my next move while talking with him. If yo did read this, thanks. I'm not suicidal, but I'm glad someone was willing to read this boring post. Have a wonderful day.