Help ;A; I'm feeling double sided

I'm feeling really two-sided.

My Why fic, LIKE CRAP, so many plot-holes like legit. it kills me that i was such a bad writer when i started writing this. my text has improved immensely and i realised, i'm only cut out for short stories and one-shots that are no more than 5 or so chapters long.

i'm so tempted to delete it right now. 

without warning.

just let it disappear of the face of the earth.

I CAN'T BEAR THE CRAPPINESS OF IT ANY LONGERR ;A; 

i suppose i will rewrite it in the future and make it much better for upload, but right now- it's just really bad.\

 

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but then, i don't have the heart to delete it. 

i just cant bring myself to click the delete.

there are so many subbers i could disappoint ;A;

anyone help me please

;A; begging someone to gimme some advice on what to do

 

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sera-senpai
#1
Trust me. You did very well for your fic "Why". I actually introduced your fic to a few of my non-kpop loving friends. And guess what? They loved it. They love EXO now. Why? Because of /your/ story. Your story gave that much of an impact on them.. Including me (:

And the fact that you gave an ending even I never thought of, it was simply mindblowing! And also the fact that you actually completed it.. *applauds you* because a lot of writers even myself, get our story ed by this horrible thing which is definitely familiar to you, it's called "writer's block" which I think you have conquered very well (:

And.... Don't delete it! ;AAA; omg. Your subbies, especially... ME. Will be very upset ;~;

I really really admire your works as a writer ;~;

(and tbh I really hope there is a sequel to 'Why' ;~;}

But nonetheless, You did very very well author-nim :')/hugs you/
qgirl91
#2
aww </3 I often feel exactly like you, like I can't develop a plot well and maintain a long story while keeping it interesting at the same time. I've written for sometime, but still don't have any confidence in my writing.
But here's the deal: I always try to remind myself that the main point is, I'm writing because I love and I want to. So as long as writing keeps you happy, just keep writing! ^^ Btw, I've read one of your works, "Silent memories", and imo it's great! So you should have more confidence! Loves <3
bbyuna_k
#3
Dongsaeng trust me you're a really great author!! I really live your stories *_*