I can't publish anything on Tumblr, and I need to express myself, because I feel really bad; so I'll write my feelings down here.

Firstable, if there's someone reading this, you may have to know I've felt like this for months, maybe years.

I haven't been diagnosed with depression but, I've taken many tests and they all have said I DO have depression, but of course, it isn't diagnosed by someone who really knows about this.

So, I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know what am I doing here, or what am I not doing. I just don't know anything anymore.

I feel really bad and I don't have anyone by my side who I can talk to.

Sorry for interrupting your lovely day.