Hello. Currently, we are twelve days away from Doomsday, as lots of people believe. Honestly, I do believe in some of it, and whether or not I'm scared of it or not is still undecided. I'll delve further into this.

First off, my mother's friend, D, is staying at our house until the 21st because her boyfriend is out working and she'll have nowhere to stay. We had a heated discussion about the end of the world, and what she said made my stomach churn and boil, in a scared kind of way. She made points of how she met an indian and he said that the planets would all line up and cause a catastrophic event that would take us back to our Heavenly Father.

Personally, that part gave me goosebumps, because I can't wait to go to Heaven and meet the Lord. I am His daughter, like all of you out there are His sons and daughters as well, and to go back to my eternal home would be amazing. But on the downside, I was hoping to start a family and share the Word to my kids and help them grow up to be better christians than I ever have been. I'd practically raise them in the church and show them what a wonderful man Jesus is, and how amazing God's mercy can be.

I just became so caught up in D's and my discussion that all of these opinions came to my head. She made a point about a black hole and the bermuda triangle, and how nobody can ever figure it out. Well, couldn't it be a black hole on Earth? It's a high possibility, isn't it? Nobody will ever know except God, so we need to trust Him and forever be in His protection.

Honestly, though, I really can't wait to go to Heaven. It'll be amazing to see my father, grandfather, and past family members again, if I'll even be able to see them. I won't know until I get there, now will I?

On another note, over these next twelve days, I will become a nicer person than I ever have been, and I will give praise to Him every day, no matter where I am or what I am doing. I will put all of my trust into him and I will be ready for the beginning.