No, I'm not okay...
My friend Nena is in the middle.
I miss her...so much...
I feel like this isn't real life, I'm just dreaming, it will get better.
But it's not.
It won't
And I need to realize that
But I can't
I'm so...I don't even know.
I look okay on the out side.
On the inside, I'm broken,
Completly shattered.
But then I think about her family,
All of her sisters,
Parents,
Her twin sister,
People that have a stronger connection with her.
I'm in denial
About the whole situation.
Losing a friend is never easy.
I want to go to her house and jam to kpop
Just one last time.
I wanna fangirl with her one more time
Just be with her more often to show that I really do care and love her.
I know she's in a better place but
I'm a child
I'm selfish
I want her here
With everyone that misses her.
I love you Nena...
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