You are the sun

You make me shine

Or more like the stars

That twinkle at night

You are the moon

Close in my heart

You're my daytime, my nightime

My world

You are my life.

This is an MJ song I heard in a dream one night. In my dream, I was in the clouds sitting in a rocking chair. The baby in my arms was Onew...yet surrounding me were other Onews. Onew in different stages of his life, all the way to an old man. The song sounds  very much like a lullaby and the whole scene was just so....I don't even know. I was so happy and proud. Then at some point the other Onews started to fade away until only the current Onew stood over my shoulder and the baby was still cooing in my arms. Current Onew wore the same smile as I did and threaded his hands through my hair gently, as if he wanted me to sleep too. And there was this golden glow around us...

I don't know what it all means

But I know for sure that if I ever have children, I will sing that song to my babies. That will be their first lullaby, and I want them to remember it as they get older. 

Sigh.

Still crying....