When I arrived in the SHINee World I was welcomed by a ship dubbed as OnKey. It was sweet, fresh, cute, fluffy, and full of affection. Be it brotherly or something else.

However as I wander further into this new world I found a ship far more attractive than the first. It was inviting, very very inviting. it was one of the most famous ships in this world, The JongKey ship. It had the most glow, the most decorations. It had the most things to show from the outside. I was so fascinated that I left the first ship to explore this one. I roamed the deck and found more evidence of its beauty. I lost count of the days I spent in this ship admiring its beauty, its glow. One day while on the deck I saw an equally attractive ship, a ship that seemed as strong and inviting as JongKey. It was the 2Min ship. But I didn't leave JongKey for I've grown so fond of it to let it go even for just a second. 

Days grew into months and months into years, I stayed with the ship just exploring its exquisite exterior. But then one day I stumbled into a room that lead to the ship's inner core. I was surprised. All the beauty was masking the decaying core of the lovely ship. It was rotting. Must have been from elements such as jealousy and tears that causes the strong friendship framework of the ship to rust. Or it could also be from wear brought about by time. Maybe the ship is tired. Maybe its lost the spark that had once been emitted from the core. Now all the glow is just in front of the ship making a fog that brings peolple to believe the illusion of the ship's beauty. I then wondered...is it the only ship sinking?

It was unsettling knowing that the ship I was in is not as strong as I believed it to be. but what more could I ask for? This had sailed for years even before I came. Even the mighty Titanic sank. 

Hope. There is still hope. or is it just false hopes?

to be continued...