The main reason I will explain later in detail. For now I will be spazzing about SMTOWN SINGAPORE

SO I SAW CLIPS ON THE FOREVER RELIABLE INTERNET, AND MY WOOKIE OPPA JUST MADE ME DIE WITH HIS ENGLISH. HE HAS ING IMRPOVED SO MUCH I JUST WANT TO HIM (BTW, MY FRIENDS REFER TO ME AS THE QUEEN, SO IF I SAY , Y'ALL KNOW WHY) HE JUST MADE ME GO INTO CARDIAC ARREST, I CANNOT EVEN-

Okay before I make your eyes hurt, I'll go onto my main reason. There's a Henry Lookalike at a school I walk past to go to my school and I see him almost EVERY-ING-DAY. So, I have ended up crushing on him and the worst thing is I don't know his real name... I really want to speak to him, but I am really scared to because of previous crushes that ened up turning sour fast (that I will not reveal ever). Anyway, my school finishes early every wednesday and I was walking past the school with my friends as soon as he leaves the building. I instantly start panicking and nearly break my best friend's arm by gripping it so hard. He was with his 50billion friends (HE SEEMS SO POPULAR OMG) and they block the ing pavement for us to walk. The two friends I was with were arguing over who should overttake the boys and I got angry and just walked right past. them, including Henry Lookalike. I was like so freaking nervous... As I walked past, with my stupid friends behind me, we all hear the boys say something like "Is that the girl?" and "What's she doing here?" O_O I was having a NERVOUS BREAKDOWN on the inside. Then I ended up dreaming about him that same day, and tbh, this week is the week I actually accepted my crush on him. Yesterday (Thursday) I found it hard to even look up at him, when he walked past me. I am a hopeless person.

Anyway, today, I was walking to school today, one earphone in one out, listening to Lucifer and he's walking past. I actually was going to try and speak to him today, but the second I opened my mouth, I heard the word Lucifer being sung and I ended up speed walking to school. Yes I know I'm so stupid. All my friends want me to speak to him because I keep on stressing at school about him. And that isn't even the worst of it. After school, I was with my lovely friends (one of whom is my dear Nikita aka the Author of the fic I'm Co-Authoring for Wookie Kun) and I don't see him, but his friends. So we're crossing over to the side his friends were on to drop my mate off at her road, and HIS FRIENDS WERE STARING AT ME AND ONE OF THEM WAS WHISPERING SOMETHING. I LITERALLY FEEL SO SCARED RIGHT NOW! HE MUST KNOW SOMETHING BECAUSE WHY ELSE WOULD THEY BE LOOKING AT ME? YFBIADSUHAG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO;A;

okay, now I've ranted, I am going to crawl into a corner and cry.

sorry for wasting all your time :/

Rukii x