This is to you
Every morning I anticipate your message.
Every night I want you to be the last person I talk to so that I can dream of you.
Everyday I live in fear, afraid that you will leave me one day.
Everyday I pray for you to fall in love with me all over again like how I fall in love with you everyday.
All I want to do is to make you happy every second.
I'm afraid of losing you because I love you too much. So much so that I think of you everyday.
I trust you to not leave me but how long can that trust last?
Sometimes you will be so warm and loving to me and yet you can be so cold to me in a split second.
I always try to make you happy so that you will not leave me.
I want you to find me interesting so that you won't feel bored with me.
I'm tired. I'm so tired of you constantly playing with my feelings yet I try.
I try so hard because I don't want history to repeat itself.
I try so hard because I love you and I don't want you to leave me.
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