i'm not tired.. i'm actually afraid i'd get use to it and stop caring..
that incident, is your wake up call~ you've seen this coming, right? it's bound to happen, it's just that you're not prepared. how long has it been? three years? three years of loving him right? no.. if it's just love then it won't feel this way, if it's just love then it won't numb this way.. three years of actually living for him. three years of waking up with eagerness to see him.. three years of sleeping with thoughts of him..
three years kat..
three unrequited years~
stop dreaming, you know you're delusional.. this should be enough right.. you have to stop right here.. so you can continue loving him.. but you have to stop living for him.. you have to..
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