AHHHH! OK so i think i still like my Ex boyfriend... which i dont really get.. cause i havent talked to him since 9th grade, and i havent seen him since tenth... we're now both 12th graders..

im dying!!! ok so he randomly messaged me on MSN like an hour ago and so now we're talking.. in the begining i thought the happiness i felt was partly cause of the story i was reading, but now i dont think its that cause i stopped reading half an hour ago... and i still feel really excited! 

another thing i dont understand is that we went out for a week, cause every time i was around him my heart would start beating fast and my legs always felt like they would give out any second, apparently his heart did the same thing.. dont know about the leg part cause i havent told him about it... but GAAAAAAHHHHH! do i still like him that much!?!?!?!?!?! i have no clue!! we never really borke up we just kinda drifted apart cause we hardly ever saw each other anymore cause our classes changed so we didnt have class together anymore.. but really! you stupid heart!!! i have a boyfriend! youre not supposed to beat like this for anyone other than him!!  >:3

anyway what do you guys think?? if any of that made sense... do you think i still like him or just asdfgas idk... grawr.... im just gonna talk to myself till this is sorted out.... oh and my cheeks are red...