There’s this guy who has been a constant thing in my life. He teaches me so many things, even more than what my brother or my parents do. He is always there yet he’s always here in my heart. No matter who is in my life, he’s simply being there, smiling at me when people come and smiling at me when people leave. And he stays. He always stays. He never speaks to me but he tells me so many things. And I keep all the things he told me tightly in my memories.

There’s this guy who means so much to me. He inspires me and leads me to a better path. He motivates me and comforts me even without touching me. He soothes me when things go rough and convinces me things will be fine. He teaches me to be myself and stay true to what I feel and just others who do not, can dot, or refuse to understand. He tells me to look down so you’ll be grateful, and don’t forget to look up to keep yourself humble.

There’s this guy who communicates with his heart. He doesn’t speak and he doesn’t smile but he tells things with his heart. And I understand. I lost count of how many tears I let hit the floor from that memory. He tells me what sacrifice means. He shows me that love makes us selfless yet greedy at the same time. He says this is not the end. I just know.

There’s this guy whose touch makes me feel like a human lightning rod. It all happens in a blur but I will remember this feeling where I finally able to touch my biggest dream. This feeling where fantasy meets reality.

There’s this guy who can make me cry for days. He makes me experience the kind of longing that I had never known before. He gets me asking about everything. He makes me think of what ifs, what could’ve beens, and what should’ve beens.

There’s this guy whose eyes are deeper than the ocean. His eyes tell that he understands. He understands, so don’t worry. He understands so it’s okay. He understands so yes, I can cry. He understands that I’ve been waiting for almost a decade just for this moment. This very moment where his eyes reflect what I see in his eyes. This very moment when tears stream down my cheeks because I just can’t fathom it all. This very moment where things should be enough, but it could’ve been more than enough. This very moment when I want to live forever so I can get another chance. This very moment when he stares back at me, notices my tears, and gives me a little nod. Maybe for him it was nothing but for me it was pretty much everything.

There’s this guy whom I love with all my heart; with all my might. I’ve been in love with him for years and he proves me that falling in love at the first sight does exist. He makes me believe we can fall in love with the same man over and over again.

There’s this guy whom I wish will be always happy, will be always protected from any harm, will be healthy and allowed to do what he wants to do. I hope there’s a way to let him know that he brings me so much happiness and joy. I want to tell him that yes, I’ll stay, too. I promise, I promise if I can help it, I’ll do anything to support him and keep him going on.

There’s this guy who makes me thank God again and again for letting me know this precious man; for letting me live while he lives; for letting me breathe while he breathes. God’s helps come in mysterious ways, and I seriously think he’s one form of God’s helps for me. 

"The song is written for our fans so I hope that they’ll listen to them

when they’re feeling depressed or lonely and hopefully feel consoled.

We’re together inside of our music."

There is a girl that only knows me
Who is like a star, always in place, that shines on me
To me who is selfish and foolish
She says "thank you, I love you," - so I shed tears
Now I will become your sky so you can brilliantly shine

Will you love with me forever?
On this path alone, where I can’t see anything
I can’t live without you
You are the only light to me

I, who only knows you, am here
I was a boy who was too coward to say I love you
Whether you laughed or cried, I didn’t know
And I only made you wait- I hated myself for that
I hated the tears that were shed- I won’t hurt you anymore

When the hands of the sky and light face one another
I will send this letter for you

Will you stay at this place with me?
In this coldness that is like the darkness
Let us trust each other’s warmth and become like the hot sun
Let’s become an unforgettable song of the sky
So that even when we close our eyes and reminisce
We will not be exhausted anymore
Love me, protect me- I thank you so much
I will become your sky now

Listen to this boy’s song and the star becomes brighter
through every heart
Now... I hope my song will spread
I hope we feel the same and love the same thing
So that I can make your heart ring

Will you love with me forever?
On this path alone, where I can’t see anything
Let us trust each other’s warmth and become like the hot sun
Let’s become an unforgettable song of the sky
So that even when we close our eyes and reminisce
We will not be exhausted anymore
Love me, protect me- I thank you so much
I will become your sky now

The Boy's Letter - JYJ

There’s this guy whose name is Kim Jae Joong. He’s amazing and even 100.000 words can’t be enough to depict what he means to me. And I’m finally able to say this with confidence and finality:

I love him.