Depressed.

Guise, I did the eraser challenge.

Because I'm so depressed,

my crush was in the hospital because he almost killed himself from his ex dumping him(he just got out yesterday 10/25)

my life is hell

I just want to die,

maybe I should

maybe I shouldn't

I dunno what to do anymore.

I might not be alive by Monday.

Try to say not to kill myself all you want, but I doubt it'll make an impact (unless it's super you know, supportive and blah).

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RawChicken #1
I know we've only known each other for a few months now, and it's because of this website.
Honestly, I know what you're going through.
You are like a younger sister to me, and I know for sure it'd never be the same around here without you.
It's because of you I found the courage to want to audition for JYP with my friends.
It's because of you that I continued to write.
I love you, my dongsaeng, and all though sometimes life might not love you-
You must love it, because only then will it get better! ^_^
TabzzVee #2
I know this might not make an impact, but please read all of this.
I used to be suicidal for almost a year. Every single night I would sit in the middle of my kitchen and just stare at a bunch of knives on the kitchen counter.
I went camping one week and everyone was hiking. We were basically on a cliff and I was so close to jumping off in front of everyone with me. A friend of mine who is a few years older saw my longing glances over the cliff and pulled me into a hug. He told me that suicide is a permanent problem to a temporary solution.
He was right. I still get hurt a lot and sometimes go back to those thoughts of suicide, but it's not worth it.
You're worth so much more.
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