I know not many people have known over this past weekend, save for my lovely yeobo Mel, who helped me out but well...

To be blunt, Lindor Oppa and I are no more.

Stuff happened, I won't say what because I still feel he has a right to privacy, but things happened between us and we broke up.

He and I probably aren't going to talk for...a very long time. I don't want to lose a friend. It's one of my biggest phobias, but if it needs to be done, it needs to be done. Honestly, I'm just trying to look forward here for the sake of my mental health.

So I'm sorry if some of my updates are emo, or if some of my blogs just dont make sense and consist of random rantings. In addition to this , I've just been having a lot of somewhat severe medical issues and some problems with my parents. I like to think of AFF as my save haven where I can talk to people who understand me. AFF and SHINee seem to be the only things keeping me going these days. I've been so depressed, and it feels...ugh.

So again, I'm sorry for the vague post and the overall emoness. I'll make it up somehow, I swear. For right now, I need a lot of hugs and choco...nah. Not chocolate. Vanilla ice cream.

Love,

Minnie