yeah.. i've been feeling down because of two reasons 1) me and my group got dropped from the list of performers for the concert for a cause we were practicing then the teacher handling the list suddenly told us that someone else replaced us 0.o 2) a lot of fics that i apply in..well i don't get in.. though it's my fault since my character isn't intresting.. XD though i still read the fics for the sake of the story.. since i apply when i find the plot interesting no hard feelings.. but still i can't help but feel down at it =)) sorry for ranting.. just need to get my feelings out.. =.=