So there is this guy. I went to the same high school as him, but I didn't meet him till this year. He's a year older and is one of "those" SONEs...you know the ones I'm talking about, the ones that make SNSD look like they have crazy pompous fans... yeah. That's how he is. But in the past few weeks, he's been a HECK of a lot nicer to me.

Before he would bash BAP whenever he got th chance and say things that were just rude in general. He didn't take even a split second to think about what anyone around him would think about his comments. He was seriously just too confident and annoying.

But..

His additued changed. I started getting this weird vibe from him. I didn't know what it was and to be frank, it weirded me out. It was really similar to whem my Didi started liking me but I was like "Meng, not every guy that starts being nice to you likes you..."

My friend who introduced us (kinda...he really just walked in while I was talking to her at school) was asking me "What's up with him...is there something strange going on?" She could see it too! Ugh!...Then another friend (a guy friend) asked me what was up. I just told them that he was acting weird and I didn't know what it was. He gave me this feeling that I couldn't discribe other than "weird."

Later i was walking to my car with another one of my friends and I asked her about it. "Was he acting different?" "Am I just crazy?" and she said "No, maybe he likes you."

Just what I need. Right after I feel like I'm getting somewhere with Cutie...*sighs* (tbh...I think that all is lost with cutie. I'm sure he dislikes my existance. ( / - \ )

Lemme back tract.

This guy (the SONE) and I are working on something as a group with like five or six other people. He kept saying stuff like "You're trying to make me ugly so that you can look even better!" One that's the point, and two...that's not all. He would try to add in comments like "You're so pretty" "I'm glad we have someone beautiful like you in our group" ...things like that that made me uncomfortable.

Now back to me asking my friend about him while we walked to my car. She started texting our friend that "introduced" us and was giggling. Apparently her and her friend were in the same room talking about how they think this SONE likes me. OTL

And this 'friend' of hers that was agreeing to all of this...she thinks I should date him. -_________-' or Cutie. She said either would be fine.

This guy is like...ALWAYS around. It's like he's got nothing better to do. >_____>

He's too quick to help me.

He keeps jumping through hoops to do things that I don't ask of him.

It's just.

Why?!

If he was like this from the very beginning, maybe I would like him...but he's too confident for my liking. It's not a bad thing, but for me...it's too much. And if he really hates my groups so much that he would start fighting with me while knowing I love them...that doesn't seem right.

I'm not the type of girl to always put my idols first above ALL else, but...if he could go out of his way to insult them then (while knowing I like them) he can do it now JUST as easily. And as someone that isn't a fan of SNSD (I don't hate them...it's just, I really don't like their music that much...and I'm not a guy. I honestly don't care about looks that much) I've not said one thing against them. Not ONE! Maybe I should start. He's one of those die-hard fans. Annoyingly so.

I'm one of those "kinda" - chill fans that respect and want what's best for their idols. (I would love for them to be in relationships...like seriously. I want them to be happy.)

I'm just going to wait it out.

Sorry, I needed to get this off my chest.

Also, I'm sick.

YAY sick! I can't stop coughing and I can't eat without feeling like I'm going to puke...yay....ugh...Life. I feel like a lot of mine (life) is changing right now and it's going to be strange to watch.

...fyi, I'm not pretty. I'm not ugly. I think he just likes the way my eyes look. (He said they look like Jessica's, and I was totally offended for like five seconds until I realized she looks like Kevin, of U-kiss. ahahahaha)