My future sister in law's bridal shower is tomorrow. My mum comes and tells me I have to have a recipe written down with something with it.

And then I tell her:

Mum I don't cook.

But that apparently won't cut it. She says then it has to be my favourite recipe.

So I look for the paper I was given with the invite.

I cannot find it.

I want to kick myself.

It makes it seem that it's about the bloody recipes than going to spend time with our future sister/daughter in law.

But putting all seriousness aside God will probably be funny. If I pray he'll probably make it appear sooner than I expected.

And there may be another miracle of knowing what to put on the darn piece of paper.

This is me trying to be positive. It's not easy, a lot of crud going on makes it hard but I'm not going to be pessimistic anymore.

I just need to trust God somehow because like the guest speaker at our conference said today:

God is good full stop.