to let it go...

yup,my long-awaited-4-years crush already in relationship...

T^T

it hurt,so much...

moreover,the girl is our junior (and yes,she's kinda cute)

i sent friend request to him,and of course...he keep me hanging~

i read his girlfriend blog...and those blog is dedicated to him,which means more heartbreak for me..

she mention that,she is the first girl who tried to get to know him for long time and the first who entered his world..

me,

just watched him from a far...

they announced their relationship on 1st August 2012..while i was still adapting to campus life...

i writing this not because i hate her...NO,i just felt upset and depressed because she's really lucky to have him..

it's been like 7 month?no 8 month since i saw him..

when we were in high school,i never tried to get close to him.

i want to,but i have no confident...

i'm not pretty like other girls...

that's why i never confessed...

and now,

i have to let him go..because it will just hurt me seeing him with his girl..

so,

annyeong~T^T