What can I do when the enemy is too strong, loved by many and don't see her as rude indiviual but I could write a different biography of her? Does that mean I am fake, rude and not likeable? Aren't they a least bit blind that I am not the one who has convicted this crime?

What can I do when people tell me to be stronger when I born as a person with a sensitive heart? Many say that you cannot change a person but I feel the need to change because I don't want to be labeled as a weakling in this mysterious and dangerous world? When I try to be strong, it comes tumbling down like an old bridge that could not hold itself no more.

But what can I do if I stay a weakling forever? What can I do to survive with no one to protect me or a companion to guide me and listen to my problems? What if the star that led the three wise men throughout the night had faded, despise it being an angel? The men would be lost. 

What can I do when my friends have turned away from me? I feel utterly betrayed. I thought they would be that person to stay by my side when the world turns away. It turns out that their oath of having my back was only a lie. To have my back is to protect my blind side in a battle while I got theirs. I got them but where is my protection?