Everyone, thank you so much for the advice and all :)

It made me feel better inside and it helps a lot. You have no idea how much your comments impacted and helped me :) I want to thank you all with my whole heart~ <3 You all are the best! And I would do anything to pay you all back in return for helping me through my dilema. :) I ca't even express myself in so many words to thank you all because I am truly grateful to have you guys give me advice :)

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