I miss your smile.

I miss your laughter.

I miss the disgusted look on your face when I imitate a pig.

I miss those crescents your eyes form when you smile.

I miss how we used to stalk this girl's facebook profileand laugh at everything she did.

I miss the one time I had dinner with you, alone. I still remember clearly what the two of us were eating. You stole my meatball and my drink but I didn't mind. After that I asked you if I could buy you a drink again and you said you were too full.

I miss the first time I bought a gift for you. My first gift for you was a pair of dr dre beats tour earpieces. I still remember I bought a metronome for you and told you that it was a gift, then I walked you home. I also remember after your performance, I walked you home at 11pm at night because I was worried about you. I even told you "That's what a senior should do." when I actually wanted to say "I just don't want anything to happen to you."

 I remember the time when you sprained your ankle, I left my lecture immediately took a cab down to pick you up, I even lied to the school administrative office that I was your brother.

When one of the school's large scale performances were coming and you needed help, I remember coming down as much as possible just to teach you and you alone. I would spend hours correcting you. I miss that.

During the performance, I was only interested in seeing you, I even came 3 hours earlier to the venue so that I could give you encouragement. Even our instructor knows that I like you.

Before your birthday, I wrote a card for you, bought a present for you and wrapped it up for you. I cabbed down after a presentation just so I could pass it to you. 

I don't blame you for shunning me anymore. If we're not meant to be, so be it. Maybe the reason why you're shunning me is because I'm taking this too seriously. I don't blame you at all.

I know there's a new guy that's wooing you now ever since you broke up with your ex. I'm not sure if I should come into the picture. I don't think I should, given the state of our relationship at the moment, the chances I would succeed are a little higher than none.

I'm just gonna be here, waiting, waiting for you to come around.

Trust me I don't wanna shun you too. It's just... hard for me to smile at someone who doesnt want to even see me. I'm a ing coward arent I? Posting it on here instead of facebook, knowing that you'll never see this.

Whether anot you see this, if you need me, I'll be there, if you call me I won't reject your call, I'm just hoping you'll turn around.