I'm breaking down.
Honestly, this is the only place where I can rant right now. I can't really talk to people about this in the real world. I'm normally one of those people who keep to themselves. I'm not a open person but I just need to let this out....
I'm not trying to get sympathy or anything I just really want to let this out and hopefully get some advice.
So school is getting out of hand for me and it's only been a few weeks. I'm already being pressured for SATs, school work and college apps. I honestly have no more time for myself. I can't study for SATs because of school work and I've been having so many tests, quizzes and projects from school. I literally just want to kill myself. Everything is so pressuring and I have thought of suicide before. I've never did it because I thought I could handle everything but in reality I'm literally breaking down. I'm killing myself over right now. I can't handle anything. And I'm a complete sobbing mess right now. I ever lashed out on my sister and I feel so bad. I can't even face anyone right now. I just want everything to be over. I want to end it myself but I just can't.
Somebody...please...advice?
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