"Every beginning has its own ending....."

          You know what, guys, I never liked that quote. I never did. I NEVER did. It reminds me that if happiness has entered your life, it won't be there forever and soon the word end  will enter between it. But let's face it, even though our happiness didn't last, it was worth living for. It showed us that before ending our life, it makes sure that we tasted it, even though just for a while.

          I know you guys are wondering on why I'm saying all these. I'm saying these 'cause my fan girl heart is broken. I don't care if you find me too emotional or too dramatical but that who I am, a fan girl—a proud one. I know you guys are also like me.

          I guess a lot of you know this rumor: "{CONFIRMED} Super Junior's Lee Donghae admitted that he has a celebrity girlfriend in CUBE Ent. and rumored to be Nam JiHyun of 4minute."—for those who doesn't, now you know. When I red this, I don't know how I looked like. I was just staring at my computer like waiting for something to come out. I admit it, this is one of the post that I wished I couldn't have seen. I was empty. I was lost. I was EMPTY. I was LOST. Donghae was the first guy that made me love K-Pop. Yes, SNSD brought me to K-Pop but Donghae? Donghae thought me how to fan girl. He's one of the reasons on who I am right now—a fan girl. I know I look greedy and selfish and saying this but I hate that article! I hate it!! Say what you want, I don't care. But I know you guys, also felt the same way—heart broken. It's hard, isn't? Seeing your oppa having a girl. But as a fan girl, we learn how to accept. It's hard for me but if it's true that she is Donghae's girlfriend, I'll accept it, with all my heart. I know it's hard but in the end we'll learn how to accept it.

          Let's face it, not all in the K-Pop industry is controlled by us, fans. They have their own lives too and we shouldn't invade. Soon, or in the Future, more of these will come. MORE of these will come. And I say we really need to accept it and continue to support them.

          Everyone know that I'm an Ice Fishie and I'm mother ing proud one. HaeSica is the first ever OTP I love to the fullest once I've entered into loving K-Pop. Yeah, sure, I'll say that I'm Donghae's wife (everyone call ourselves as 'wife' to our favorite oppa, right?) but if we're talking about Donghae and Jessica then it's just them, as one, as HaeSica. Many Ice Fishies have given up on them already but I? I don't think so. I won't give up on them NO MATTER WHAT so that article up there WON'T stop me in continuing to love them. My precious OTP, OUR (ice fishies) precious OTP. I know a lot of fandoms of Donghae X Girl pairing is heart broken right now. I know that 'cause I am too. But like I said, we should learn on how to accept 'cause everything doesn't go on our way. It's useless if we just complain here and there. It's useless of we bash here and there. IT'S USELESS. This is our Fate. THIS is our Fate.

          We've passed the test when Donghae was getting married to Son Eun Seo. We've passed that test when he will star in a drama and have a kiss scene, right? So I guess we should pass this one. Even though it means marriage. I know it's too early to talk about marriage for them but they're not getting any younger as time pass by. They will find their soulmate soon and marry them. We should always believe in them. We are their fans and we are what makes them stronger. Let's not lose Faith 'cause loosing Faith in them is like betraying them as one of their fans. So, to all Fishies here in AFF and in the world, let's keep our FAITH and don't lose HOPE.

"What doesn't kills us makes us STRONGER and stand a little LONGER....."